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Barbaalu, I am so sorry to hear of your Mothers passing, but she is now, free from suffering. She has a new body, one that will never know, or feel, anymore suffering or pain. My prayers are with you and yours.
I will post something in a few days, you will be able to understand about "compulsive disorders", nd it may help others to understand.
If you have read any of my posts, you know that I have tried EVERYTHIG I thought of to try and figure out a way to help in "researching" CBD, even offered my body for any expeirments they wished to do,but the only answer the doctors would give me was............."Gosh Rainn, we cant do that because we dont know anything about the disease. We have to complete our studies on ANIMALS, first." And with attitudes like that....they will NEVER learn anything. I have offered my body,my brain, all of me, to any doctor who wished to further their expeirmenting, to do whatever they desire, as long as it is for the study of CBD, or ANY movement disorder that pertains to, "a very rare, neurological disorder". If I were to die, or even enter into a vegetative state because of it, I would hold no one responsible....because at least, for once in their life, they would actually be performing medical expeirmentation on a "live" body, and could see immediate results. I would gladly give my life knowing....if even just one person would benefit, yes, just one, then sacrificing my life, my body, my future, would have made it all worth while. . When I get to Heaven, my God, is going to give me a "brand new body", so I no longer need the one I have.
Again Barbaralu, you are in our prayers. May God bless and give you strength.
Love and hugs to you and yours. Rainn
-------------------- May we all join together and help in finding cures for all movement disorders, and helping others in these trying times. God Bless The WORLD. Posts: 78 | From: Swamps of the HEARTLAND, just west of the GHETTOS, in THE GOOD OL USA | Registered: Nov 2006
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I think my Mom was really looking forward to our family Christmas. She sat still in a recliner (something she had not done in over a year) and enjoyed all of the commotion and conversation. Her head was down and eyes closed, we now lovingly refer to as stealth mode, because she was aware of everything that was said and would remark on occasion. All of her family from many different states were there to be with her.
My Mother passed away Jan 12. Mom had progressed to the point of being unable to move her feet at all when standing with help and it was becoming extremely difficult to move her to her chair to get her to the bathroom. Her constant motion in the power reclining chair was becoming almost non stop. She was unable to hold her head up; her face was parallel to the floor. She finally began referring to her discomfort as pain. We signed her up with the Hospice program in hopes of finding medicines that would give her relief and allow her to lie in a bed so we would be able to still care for her at home. Her specialist was not helping. After two weeks of in home visits her nurse finally recommended a stay at their facility for a few days for symptom management. The idea was to have nurses and Dr. 24/7 to be able to see what she was going through and come up with a plan to give her comfort. Then we would bring her home. I had found two wonderful people to help with nights and part of the day. My brother and his wife were starting to come and stay with my parents 1 weekend a month. Once she got comfortable she never woke up. The meds that she was given were very low doses and nothing that should have kept her asleep. I have to say that although it was a shock to us, it was my Mom's wish to find comfort. I believe in God and his will, that the people and help that crossed my Mom's path were there for a reason.
I miss her terribly but would not wish her back to suffer more. She was a good woman and a witness to God and her faith to the end. I wish you all the best in your journy and thank you once more for your help and support.
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Dear Becky, Sorry about your mums passing, But YES YOU ARE RIGHT .Even though you miss her ( like I miss my mum) you would not wish them back to face more.You did everything for your mum that you could and I'm sure she would know that. I often look at the stars and would like to think my loved ones know and hear everything that is still going on in our lives.I'm sure its the same for your mum. Love and best wishes Maxine xxx (maxy)
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